IT WAS NEVER EASY!

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

2 weeks into the Emergency Response Specialists Course and im feeling the toughness..wondering that many have gone thru the course n passed out as sergeants keep pushing me to my limits..sometimes i feel like giving up..sometimes i feel that im not fit for this course..n the first person i go to when i feel down n out is my gf..she keep me going n pushing me all this while..she knows wats best for me n i guess i might as well listen to her evrytime i feel down..next would be my ERS mates..they always motivate me when times are hard..they take the time to motivate me even tho they themselves are feeling the same throughout the training..2 weeks have gone in the course..n i have another 22 more weeks to go.. this is truely a challenge of one's physical n mental strength..more of mental strength that is..so i'll just continue to pray to Allah to give me the strength to go thru this course..

sweets have been very nice to me during my national service coz she know im tired n out evrytime i book out..she knows that i don nd the scoldings n evrything..she's just the best gf i've ever had..i will never let her go even if something stands in our way..i love her soo much n im missing her more as each n evry week comes coz i have to book in n stay in for 5 days before i see her on friday..this have been a very tough experience for our relationship n i hope we will get thru this together k sweets? im missing u soo much! muah!!

* u take care of urself this week ok bie..u'll always be on my mind evry nite bie..don forget me okay? have a gd week bie..muah! love u!!

1/27/2008 08:20:00 PM

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Monday, January 07, 2008

GOODBYE WORLD! GOODBYE EVERYONE! GOODBYE FRIENDS!! GOODBYE FAMILY! GOODBYE GIRLFRIEND!!!

tmr..the fateful 8th of january..the enlistment act says... You, MUHAMMAD RAMDAN BIN JAMALUDIN, hereby required to report for full-time National Service at Civil Defence Academy at Jalan Bahar!!

wooohooo!! how sad that may be to some..but to me..im all excited n ready to go get myself good civil defence skills!! this is one in a lifetime experience dat many cant enjoy..yet! hahaha...i hope that this will be enriching for me..all the skills that im gonna learn n all!

to my frens!! yea..all of u r gonna be missed!! i will try to see all of u when im out of camp orite...!!

to my family!! don worry..i'll be fine..as always..

to my one n only girlfriend, Nurasilah Shahzan, u'll always be on my mind..aways..don worry okay..i'll be fine serving the nation..will still get to see on on weekends..! so yah..u'll be missed absolutely!! ur pics will serve as fond memories for me okay?!! i love u!

orite..so i will take off to CDA early tmr morning! c U all around soon aite!!

take care! especially u sweetS!!!

1/07/2008 11:23:00 PM

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

checking in: 7:43 pm

this i gotta say.. I GOT 6 MORE DAYS before im serving my term..hahaha!! that term to be held at Jalan Bahar.. a popular place called Civil Defence Academy..yes yes..the one behind and infront got cemetery dat one..u know rite..only one bus go there..172..haha..sounds creepy but yah..at least its inland..not on any offshore island..hahahaha!!

i've bought all the stuffs required for a smelly man goin to NS..all the documents ready..yah..u can say im ready but im not!! im not ready to leave my loved ones behind..my family,cuzzins,frens n the one n only, Nurasilah..hahaha...maybe these last few days can help me be fully prepared..

sweets still havent got a job yet..maybe i know the reason why u havent got a job yet..haha.. becoz..ur too CEREWET!! keje la pizza hut dulu ke..ramen ten ke..thai express ke..FnB la..easier to get...no nd experience n qualifications..hahaha...if u go dat route..u wont have to worry not having a job when im in NS...hahaha

today was the start of the new academic year..me n sweets went to marina sq to walk ard n we had a breeze! there's like very little pple seyy..so shiok!! hahaha.. im trying to spend the rest of the days left with sweets and my family coz i'll be long gone soon...so i hope we can spend much valuable time together!! woohoo!!

till then..so long n goodnite!!!

checking out: 7:52 pm

1/02/2008 07:42:00 PM

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Monday, December 10, 2007

checking in:8.55am

i've accomplished what many others have not or wouldnt have tried..the full marathon!! that's rite...42.195km of running and walking thru pain, sprain, cramps, abrasions...yes i regretted running it when i reach the turning point at bedok jetty which is only 26km...luckily for me..there's hafiz waiting for me..he also suffered the same as me..haha..amirul was not far behind..so we walked till the esplanade n with a final push we managed to end the daunting race at a time of 8 hrs 12 mins...so yah..we got the shirt that we wanted n the ultimate undeniable sense of satisfaction.. yes..this race is for only people who are crazy minded to even say run for fun!! haha... I AM A FINISHER OF THE DAMN 42.195KM!! woohoo!!

ytd had my sec sch's soccer testimonial match...7 generations of bishan park soccer players came down to say our final gdbye to MR ANISTINO, who will be continuing his studies at perth with a possibility if staying there..so yeah...we had fun despite the loss..haha..

well after the whole thing..what happened was unthinkable..it wasnt in my plans really..n yah..my hands moved themselves.my mouth was outta control..my mind was telling me to go for the kill...but there's one thing in my being that told me to relax...yes dear..my heart told me to sabar n not do anymore of those things..ur tears moved me..ur soul reached me..i hope we wont have to go thru that shameful episode in our re;ationship anymore okay..i love u..muuah!!

anw..the rustling of the leaves still scares me till now..haha..damn that thing on top seh..salah time..mesti die eavesdrop kan!!!

checking out: 9.03am

12/10/2007 08:53:00 AM

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

A lvls is officially over..it is officially outta my life..hahaha!! woohooo!! weeheee!! now i'm left with only 1 month to enjoy before i pack my bags n stuffs n head to CDA..yeap..u got it rite..im goin to NS in 1 month ++ time..luckily..no forests for me..it's just fires n hoses n water n injections n rhinos in red and many more..hahah!! so looking forward to it..n knowing dat i will get paid dat's a bonus..haha..looks like salleh will be joining me..

now i hope sweets will get a job soon coz i dowan her to be lonely at home when im serving the nation..yeap..i'll find werk for u k dear..don worry..u will get work soon..hehe..try harder ok to get the job u prefer..last resort..pizza hut!! hahaha...i've been trying to find 1 month werk but thinking back like useless coz i will get money thru NS oso..so yeap..if i get a job den good.if not then its okay..heheh

anw..tmr is the marathon day!!! 42.195 km!! i dono if i could finish it. sweets, pray for me okay..hope i'll come out fine..heheh..

anw sweets..i miss u soo much.cant wait to see u later okay..wear nice2 tau..i love u!! muah muah!!

12/01/2007 02:40:00 PM

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Friday, October 12, 2007

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

30 days fasting..took off some of my weight but not the belly..hahah...nvm..NS shall do dat for me..
anw..skipped school today to help grannie with the cooking and cleaning..haha..this is the only time where my hse will be at its cleanest!! hahaha...

this raye...is my last time getting the ever-so-tempting hari raya $$$..haha..and i shall feel the burden of giving money to the young ones when i start my NS nx year...hahah..even tho the raya feeling is not like wat it used to be..exams maybe the cause..haha..i still will celebrate it like evry year!! eat non-stop..
ANW...WATCH SURIA TONITE AT 10 PM..Sinar Lebaran...!!!

after raya..2 more freaking weeks to the ultimate A LEVELS...hahaha..i cant believe im here taking A levels...the feeling is like...finally im ending school formally..but still i nd to produce the results la..haizz...

anw..got my National Service Enlistment notice oreadi...i am hereby required to report to the Singapore Civil Defence Force on 8 January 2008!! hahah...so happy i got CD la..dream come true for me...wish me all the best!!

sweets is goin away to melaka to celebrate hari raya there..sobz sobz...i was hoping that she would not go kampong this yr..but wat to do..parents overule evrything...hope she manage to sneak herself out of this n stay in Singapore..pls pls pls!! DON GO AWAY!! :'( i'll miss u sweets!! love u soo much! muaaahh!!!

10/12/2007 09:49:00 AM

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

OKEY!! i'm back!! fuhh.. 2 months not updating..i feel not updated seh.. okey2..first things first okey..

*things dat happened in the past 2 months since i updated.hehe [not in sequence]
1)had my mid years...screwed it..FFC
2)got involved in AWANG BELANGA '07...haha..credit goes to evryone involved..:))
3)had 1st sheesha trip with the gang..haha..[now i know the bad side of evryone!! whahah]
4)been sad lately to the start man utd made..but..i know they can do it! glory glory man utd!!
5)slacking cum trying hard to get the momentum going towards As..ouh man...
6)had my 26th months tgt with my one n only sweetheart,NURASILAH BINTE SHAHZAN BIN OMAR!! wakakka!

*things dat will be happening in the next few months!! [in case i din update!!]
1)obviously on top of the list is A lvls..haiz.don wanna talk abt it...
2)hope to make it thru this year with asilah..we can do it okey bie..hehe
3)hope to find werk after As..not gonna grow myself any bigger..hahah..im 80kg now
4)hope to have my moto serviced...if have enuf money..go for repair la..cant stand the scratches..hehe
5)....

soo..there's much that has happened n much more to come in life...hehe..n thinking abt NS nx yr n leaving small little asilah behind in the jungle of pple n concrete..haizz...why din it come earlier...anw..ytd went out with the gang..but before that..went to vivo with asilah coz she want donuts!! haha..den went to one fullerton n sat at starbucks the whole afternoon n den waited for the arrival of dee n syarif.haha..they took ages seh to reach..haha..den we went to mkn den go back la..haha..lazy la want tell evrything.hahaa

anw sweets, i know it's been a turmoil week for us both..i know now y u say those things..why u not being urself in front of me..why u don trust me..well..i've thought abt it ytd..n now i know wat to do..i want to change n don tell me don okey..im changing for u..hope u understand k bie..love u n miss u soo much rite now..i know ur sleeping..hahah. n u wont wake up till 12..so i'll wait for u k dear..muax! let's make it 3 okey! tk tau apesal 3..tanye okey..

okey folks..till next time..have a nice day!!

~dandan~

8/26/2007 10:07:00 AM